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    November 26

    Off i go again =/

    Before i can even post my evaluation of OCIP.... i have yet another overseas calling to attend to. =/
     
     
    Going off to Msia this time. See you guys 3 days later =D
     
    *darn it, i need some rest IN SINGAPORE. zzzzzzz
    November 25

    IM back!!!

    Hahaha just telling my dear readers that im back =D
     
    Im updating... but the entry is super long yeah .... so yar....i will not publish it so soon =D
    November 14

    Off i go.

    Going to thailand for CIP haahaahaa not blogging for a longgggg time =/
    See you on 24th Nov.
    November 12

    More random blogcrap =D

    You Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)

    You're both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination.
    You were born to be a doctor.

    What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

     

    Ooooo that is if i can ace my A levels, only then i can be one. =/

    Your Personality Is
    Rational (NT)

    You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.
    You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!

    Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
    In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.

    You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.
    Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.

    In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.

    At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.

    With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.

    As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.

    On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

     

    Hmmm i did a longer one at some webbie and its said that im not this....so yar... not very accurate leh

     

    You Are Coffee Ice Cream

    Energetic and lively, you are always on the go.
    You're doing a million things at once and doing them well.
    You tend to motivate others and raise spirits.

    You are most compatible with chocolate ice cream.

    What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

     

     

    Haha i lurve coffe ice cream and am glad to be one ! =D

    Your Heart Is Purple

    For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection.
    If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength.

    Your flirting style: Sincere

    Your lucky first date: An afternoon at a tea house

    Your dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressive

    What you bring to relationships: Understanding

    What Color Heart Do You Have?

     

    Ooooooooo wah.....haha i dun think i even flirt =p

    You Are a Seeker Soul

    You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges.
    You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions.
    Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist.
    Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!).

    Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others.
    And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you.
    You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically.
    Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas.

    Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

    What Kind of Soul Are You?

     

    Yikes, once again im typecast as some philosophical person. Oh well, perhaps i am =/

    November 11

    OP review

    WOOOOOO PW is sorta over!!!!
     
    Yay! Haha OP was Ok lar.... i sorta stumbled abit. And then, my classmates said that i speeded up like some bullet train once it was 4 minutes. Hahahaaaa..... aizzz i just wanted to finish my points mah. Oh well, at least i did well for QnA. =D Sounded like some old philosopher when answering the questions Hahahahaaha. Woooooo Im still on the post-PW high. Aizzzz
     
    Ehhhh got some insane dance session in the Hols. Bleah, doubt that i can make it in time for the Pioneer camp.... cuz im like skipping so many cuz of OCIP. =/ Ahahahaa sorry dingding. =( I try my best ok??? Your dance not exactly very ez also lar!!!! hahahahaha...
     
    Hmmmm.....
     
    Aizzzzz CNY informals coming out later at KAP....Haha.................................I need to confirm soooo many stuff... yikes. Im kina hmm.... scared... Like not enuff time like that. Hehe......we shall see bah.
     
    Going to thailand next week. Kinda strange. Im not feeling excited at all. Haha need to get those darned whistles also......... bras brasah here i come.
     
    oooo meanwhile, i visited Chris's house yesterday =D. Finally got to go there..haha. Got DRUM Set!!! OMG lar. I want one too =(. But then i also dun really know how to play. Haha...but its cool lor. OOoo i also like the creepers of his house. It looks sooo naturalistic and real. Haha just like some nature reserve.  Went to adam road for lunch. Ate some ghet tasting wonton noodles (very bad tasting =/) Bah... then saw some college HODs there. Haha they were also eating the ghey noodles. Hehe they have bad taste too!!!!
     
    Got new that siva is taking econz H3....yikes........i think i will prolly flip if he is going to teach me. Zzzzzzzzz
     
    On a lighter note, that is IF i GET IN to econz H3. Hehe so there is still some hope. But then if i have no H3.... i think after april next year i would be very free...hahahahaa. Is that good?
     
    Hmmm ahh watever... back to check some stuff.........
     
    Quote of the day:
    " Hiong Sun!"
    -Daphne calling out to chris.
     
    Haha daph and liwei lurve calling out random korean names. LOL Pi gu mama !!!! is my fave =D.
     
     
    ALL HAIL PI GU MAMA!!!~~~~
    November 08

    Weekly review....

    Hmmm lots have been happening in the last week.... let me retrace everything i did =/
     
    1. Welwalk =D
    One of the more happy events this week.... kinda happy that me commitee is sooo haha i dunno... Natural??? haha, quite some time since i went back to the tree top walk.... Still remember the times when i went there during last year after Os.......... just that now... there are more people. =D. Haha.....but this time, i woke up late. =/ So they went off without me. Hehe...thank god i managed to catch up in a short time. Darn the late nights... I need to wake up earlier. Bah, anyway the whole commitee was just crapping away.... talked lots. =D Hmmm plenty of topics surfaced.
     
    ~WeeShuMin and elitism in Singapore
    ~Reverse peristalsis
    ~Lubianyike (some chinese song abt some unholy tree beside the road)
    ~The shortness abt the treetop trail
    ~Council in general
    ~Upper class lower class (We all made a resolution to be upperclass next time =D I wonder if its possible)
    ~H3
     
    haha.... so many things to crap about..............................
     
    2. Ushering (flag bearing for me)
    Our dearest council has to go down and usher/standabout. Bah, waited for sooo bloody long just for ten darn seconds =( Hmmm am i supose to feel honoured that the minster walked past me for a friggin 0.21312312321323131 seconds. Oh well, at least the minister saw me bearing some gay looking flag. Hmmm oh yar!!! There ARE bunnyears!!!!! Mrs ang is going to eat her words...=D
     
    3. PW
    HHmmmmm although some improvement. Generally my feeling for this subject is still Urggggggggggh. In simple words, im sick of it =/ Just get it done and over with.
     
    4. Outing with Chio, Ah heng and carmkee before the brainless ushering
    Ahhh i was in the bad mood that day but oh well. =D At least my mood became better after that. Lurve you 3 lar!!!! Lurve pepper lunch also
     
    5. Comp crash
    Im not being able to do my evaluations and blog and play cuz my dearest lappy crashed and has been sent to the OMG service centre to fix the bloody PXE 61 error of some random media failure. Eeeek geek language. May that error be banished upon servicing!!!~~~
     
    6. Going to shermie house and mahjong.
    Haha, i essentially went there coz i was pang sehed by Pw mates last minute. Since i had nowhere to go, i recalled that ricky is doin PW today!!! =D That means that i have hope of crashin. And i think that they wouldn't mind too. Haha so i crashed halfway. =D Evil me, i was there to spy and play. MUahahaa. Wootz they do PW arh...like playing like that. Oh well, so i played along and play dota. Grr died so many times. zzzz Im sooo darn pissed. And they say that there are less leavers in Bnet. I beg to differ!!!! Haha after that was MAHjong. haha i won technically cuz they didn't want sherm to win. So yar, you can say that my win is a fraud. =D But nevertheless a win. Hahahaaha poor ricky =/ won none.
     
    7. Book reading
    Hahaha i managed to read a book, a novel in fact. Haha its abt some guy trying to get into a drama sch. It has LOTSA litty details that refer back to the classics and reknowned musicals. Not to mention there is a dark side, lotsa F-words and sex going on in an american high sch. =D But nevertheless a good read! Woooooo
     
    8. GP
    EEkkk of all homework i actually touched the GeePee homework. Darn it. I think im turning into my arty litty self again. Argh!!! I need to be back to science mood!.
     
    Quote of the day:
    "Be anything that you desire to be and be happy. If you want to be a garbageman, be one, but make sure you are the best garbage man."
    -From the book i read.
     
    Hahaha the book has a part whereby the father restricts the son's choice of majoring in the arts and drama and wants him to do business instead. Hahaha pragmatism at its best. =/ Why does this situation look sooo widespread in Singapore. Ahahahaa, then his mother encourages him instead with this quote above.
     
    Wow, don't i feel inspired. I am actually. I felt warm upon reading that phrase. Haha too many ppl out there are forsaking their happiness and dreams in the name of monetary gains. =D But does money makes you happy?
     
    hmmmmmmmmmmmm..............
     
     
    I wonder.
    November 04

    Random Blog crap~~~! =D

    You Are a Pegasus

    You are a perfectionist, with an eye for beauty.
    You know how to live a good life - and you rarely deviate from your good taste.
    While you aren't outgoing, you have excellent social skills.
    People both admire you - and feel very comfortable around you.

    What Mythological Creature Are You?

    The aren't outgoing part. Haha, thats true. =D People admire me??? Hmm........

    You Have a Melancholic Temperament

    Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
    You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
    You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

    Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
    You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
    Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

    At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
    You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
    You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

    What Temperment Are You?

     

    Hehe....im emo and pissy alright =D

    Your Dominant Intelligence is Intrapersonal Intelligence

    Reflective and thoughtful, you enjoy spending time alone.
    You are good at analyzing yourself - and knowing your true feelings.
    Totally self aware, you are in tune with your dreams and desires.
    A spiritual and philopsophical person, your inner calmness inspires and helps others.

    You would make a great philosopher, researcher, or theorist.

    What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

     

     

    ooooo i realised that i get all the feeling type personalities...hmmm i want those evil mad scientist personalities leh... i guess tats sooo not me =/

    Your Aura is Orange

    You're a bit of a loner, but you're never lonely. You know how to entertain yourself.
    Whether you're trying an extreme sport or a new weird food, you always live on the edge.

    The purpose of your life: testing limits - both physical and mental... and then telling people about it.

    Famous oranges include: Timothy Leary, David Blaine, Tony Hawk, Carey Hart

    Careers for you to try: Snowboarder, Circus Performer, Undercover Agent

    What Color Is Your Aura?

     

    Haha orange, the loner part is right =D LOL as for the extreme sports. =/ I fall when i skate LOL. Haha... but i want to bungeeeeeeeee......

     

    Never Date a Cancer

    Clingy, emotional, and very private - it's hard to escape a Cancer's clutches.
    And while Cancer will want to know everything about you, they're anything but open in return.

    Instead try dating: Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, or Aquarius

    What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

     

    Urm this i know. Judging from my own knowledge i dun think i wanna have a cancerian beau anyway. They are sooo clingy =P

     

    You Are Impressionism

    You think the world is quite beautiful, especially if you look at it in new and interesting ways.
    You tend to focus on color and movement in art.
    For you, seeing the big picture is much more important than recording every little detail.
    You can find inspiration anywhere... especially from nature.

    What Art Movement Are You?

     

    Ooo, haha yar i like nature =D

    You Are a Dachshund Puppy

    Loyal and playful - with a good hunting instinct.
    You sometimes go a little crazy and need to chase down a rabbit or two.

    What Breed of Puppy Are You?

     

    ooo this is random i didn't know i was a sausage dog.

    Your Emoticon is Cool

    You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next!

    What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

     

    Haha i am COOL ok! LOL

    Your Hidden Talent

    You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.
    You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.
    Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition.
    The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

    What's Your Hidden Talent?

     

    Hidden talents??? Hahaha.....okay i accept it. Sounds good!

    November 02

    Mournful Lamentations

    LOL what an EMO title.... haha!!!
     
    Oh well, nevertheless weird changes have happened. Heh. People change lar.
     
    I just go news long ago that a close friend totally changed. Haha i really mean totally. From head to toe, inside out! Yikes. I wonder if i can still connect with him after his drastic self change. Abit the scary la....haiz
     
    Ooooo but i think i should start philoing abt this sudden change. Its quite obvious that all his friends are startled/shocked/dismayed. Haha, but WHY did he change????? Thats the nexus of the problem. I SHALL address it!
     
    Ok lets start with naming my friend HolyX (LOL cool name!)
     
    oooo let start with the background of this friend of mind...
     
    Back in sch, he was quiet, musical, gamer, artsy, very obliging, likes his own style (can see from his weird clothing at times), anti-sport and jocks.
     
    Now....
    He is not-as-quiet-as-before, NON-gamer, NO-music, still litty, No-longer obliging, spiteful, PRO-sport (i mean really 180 degress change) and still anti-jocks but wants to be like them. =/
     
    Ahhhhhh what has caused this immense change in personality/taste/mindset? I mean, he is like no longer like the person i knew! Yikes! This is soooo scary. Ok let me address the reason WHY this Holyx person changed.
     
    1. Name-calling
    In sch, ppl called him weak and unatheletic. (blah blah you get theidea) And this name-calling apparently got more intense in JC....(shan't reveal what JC but yar...) So he didn't want to be WEAK and UNATHELETIC so he OMG changed so much and adopted that crap attitude that the name-callers have. Ewww that stinks.
     
    2. Peer pressure
    In sec sch, he wasn't in a sports cca. As a result, in JC, he wasn't classified as the IN people that we atheletic and cool(this is SOOO damn self-proclaimed). So yar, he is sick of being not in the IN crowd and decided to change to be in the in crowd.
     
    Aiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz but what does this boils down to???? =/
    Is it correct to abandon one's interest and goals and personality just for the sake of conformnity? Are people cool just becoz they fit a certain criteria? Blast the cookie-cutter mentality!
     
    Hmmm.... bah....
     
    Trust me, if someone thinks that you are cool cuz you are fit/atheletic/tanned or whatever crap....you are better off without that person. THat person is better of liking some actor or actress. And if someone likes you for these attributes, oh my you are better off hiring a male/female stripper to be that person's beau. Bah, whatever it is... 
     
    ITS YOUR INDIVIDUALITY THAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT!!!
     
    If you are going to lose it adopt a certain type of character. Bleah, i disrespect you. Yar, its kinda harsh but yar. Oh but if one is like that geuinely....stay that way, at least you are yourself. oh well....whatever it is.......
     
    PROPS FOR INDIVIDUALITY!!!
     
    As long as your values, personality, taste are orthodox and right, i dun see the reason for changing it totally to conform. =/
     
    Blah, some ppl will just dismiss this crap as nonsense. But i really feel for individual personality....there are tooo many ppl out there that are not being themselves. =(
     
    Saddening izn't it?
     
    Lets end with a song =) LOL like those lyrics spammer blogs LOL
     
    "I Don't Want To Be"  By Gavin Degraw

    I don't need to be anything other
    Than a prison guard's son
    I don't need to be anything other
    Than a specialist's son
    I don't have to be anyone other
    Than the birth of two souls in one
    Part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming from

    [Chorus:]
    I don't want to be
    Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
    All I have to do
    Is think of me and I have peace of mind
    I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
    Wondering what I've got to do
    Or who I'm supposed to be
    I don't want to be anything other than me

    I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
    I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
    I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
    Am I the only one who noticed?
    I can't be the only one who's learned!

    [Chorus]

    Can I have everyone's attention please?
    If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
    I came from the mountain
    The crust of creation
    My whole situation-made from clay to stone
    And now I'm telling everybody

    [Chorus]

    I don't want to be [x4]
     

     
    So lets value ourselves for once =D Who cares wheter ppl find you queer, weird, fake, dumb, cute. At least u are being true to yourself.
     
    LOL haha i feel so KI.

    Formal and an outing.

    BAHHH, started my day pretty bad. I only managed to fix my freakin computer at 4.15am yesterday morning. I was supose to be in school at 10....to rehearse that athena thingie. Haha, due to my slothful nature, i only managed to revive myself on 10am.... LOL darn it, as soon as i awaken, random SMSes come in, seeking for extension coords, hengjie asking me when im coming...blah blah. Haiz....so i just bathed and left home immediately. Yikes, it was CNY formals..too......aha.........
     
    oooooo so when i reached sch, we ended up just rehearsing the part like one time....haha Terence heng is a darn good actor lar. Dramatic and comical! Kudos! After that, we larded about the council room for a while....helped shuo nan clear up the newpapers. Haha, damn drity but at least the floor looks cleaner...i think. Ahhh we went to cute chicken and everyone ordered teh peng in the honour of the holy door.(theodore).
    We went on to eat thai noodle house....(only desert only lar!) haha. Nevertheless, fattening luncheon.
     
    It was already 2 plus when we arrived back at sch. Surprised to see terence heng.... I thot that the evaluation would be longer... Haha in the sense ryan tan said stuff about evaluating his partner. Haha dun worry ryan, i think CNY will not be like that... at least for now. =/
     
    Then it was formalz....god. I wonder what happened. Tons of crappy ideas...esp from the decor teams. Haiz....i think a theme is required to unify everything lar. Cannot commint the same mistake as the seniors!!! Mr Sam lee suprised with his try-to-breakthru attitude. Haha... pink banners. !!!! NONO! but coming to think of it.... perhaps it IS time for us to breakthru? Hehe. Do away with the pigs? I think that would be cool. Hmmmm Do we need an overhaul??? Haha what do you guys think? Lets lift the mist of stagnation!!!!!
     
    Ahhhhh after that was the athena fac outing. Bleah i was emoing then. Thinking of the stupid CNY theme. Haha com-chairism sure sucks at times! =P Oh well, lets just say that i was moody lar. Haha so went on to get some drinks....ordered something that was in the mid-range. Not to sweet, not too bad. Hehe ok lar good job ricky in those tongue-in-cheek beverage names. OOooooooooo then it was some lame games and soon it was our performance!!! =D
     
    yes, it was the darn performance that we have oh-so-prepared for. In the sense, we never really prepared much actually. There i was reading and narrating off that slip of paper. Haha, i was moody, this made my voice mono. Oh well, at least the item turned up alright =/
    Hehe, my classmate was asking me why was it called athena fac outing when SOOO many councillors of other facs came??? LOL oh well, i think the councillors are good to come lar. If not frankly....there WILL be lotsa leng chang. Haha .... bah... anyway, GOOD JOB hongyi and gen! Hugx!  Haha, none of the councillors managed to snape the lucky draw. Haha poor terence dressed up thinking that he could win the topshop voucher, only to go home with some sparkly mask! =/ haha dun you feel cheated terence? Oh well nvm lar save money and buy the shirt lo.
     
    After the lucky draw, i went off,with neng. Haha, good to be with someone not from your class or council... removes alot of barriers for talking.... hehe.
     
    Ahhh that sums up my day for 31st Oct.
     
    This post was supose to be earlier, but my oh-so-cheap comp crashed like nobody's business. Eeekz better go fix it! Pw needs it!
     
    Quote of the day:
     
    "I think having land and not ruining it is the most beautiful art that anybody could ever want to own"
    -Andy Warhol
     
    oOOOOoooooo i always lurved those nature nature scenery. =D Its pretty nice! Oh well. Tooo bad S'pore doesn't have much of it. =(