Counting down to my departure from Brunei...

Its almost hitting my 8 months mark. Scaryness.I cannot believe it myself...

Every night as i turn in, i flip the pages of my books.. hmm i can't help but to come to this realisation that im in a bunk...in camp... in brunei. Wth. Ahhh... i wonder what the others are doing in Singapore? Looks like alot of fun... based on facebook that is. Read fromt he news that Uniqlo is coming to Singapore...opening at tampines. =/ Awwww, i cannot go...and my Agnes B card is totally under-utilised. Hmmm i want more bags and clothing from there. Hahahahaa.. and of course more books on some subjects. Im missing the life i guess...

 

Should i go back in may?. Hmmmmm...

God, it has been a month since i blogged. Hmmm...

Been feeling rather pensive lately...

Especially when people in the camp are leaving. One by one. It kinda sucks when people you are familiar with leave and are replaced with less friendly ones... I start to wonder when am i leaving... the feared words of delay does echo in the back of my head... apparently if theres no replacement... you are sooo going to stay... and yes.. it can be as long as months. Devastating. I really hope that i can go home on time. People around camp have asked me, isn't it sooo bad to let people in camp down by leaving early.........

 

Then again. I guess those people have to realise that my place in brunei is only a 1 year thing... i have my family and friends in Singapore awaiting for me. So to those that are wishing for my delay/extension, No way dear. I have alot of things to do back in Singapore. I applaude the camp for having a special feel to it. Its a family rather than a camp i supose. Definitely more humane than most SAFs camp back in Singapore.

 

And i must admit that friends made in this rather special environment are .... different from those i make in Singapore. I guess the environment just makes people more bonded.

 

I am getting tired. Rather tired. I just out i guess...

 

I want to move on.