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June 30 lol FLUNKED SATsOh my i got a record breaking 1900. Omg i feel like a PRC now.
Oh and my essay got a staggering level 2. Weeeeee Talk about lanness. I think i got to retake. and this time study it more thoroughly. LOL... oh well. Or should i delve in the depths of mediocrity. Hahahaha... nvm lar. SAT first time. Hahahahaha.
But i feel quite bad for my english. =(
Maths was surprisingly well done. =D
Haha ok i think im like a PRC, based on american standards.
Sadness -.-
Waste my 100 dollars
DIE
=( June 29 One paper left!!!!YAY!!!
Ok... maths was a nightmare. I could only like do half of the questions. Hahahaha... i feel screwed. Sorta expected it. HC math department never fails to bedazzle us with their COMPLEX questions that are beyond the NORMAL tutorial questions. Imagine if every question wasn't tutorial standard. -.- And we already have problems solving some of the tutorial questions alone. Yikes lar.
Oh well. Physics paper 3 is definitely going to be tough. But im not giving up on it yet. =P
Ooooo felt sooo liberated after maths yesterday.
Went out with the class.
So long since i went out wif em.
Felt kinda surreal. hahaha...
Went to eat mad jacks... ate their platable fish & chips, while we gossiped and ranted about our little JC lives.
Then we went to watch TRANSFORMERS!
oh gawd. So much for the over-hyped publicity.
Seriously, overrated. Its not that nice leh. (this is only an OPINION, before any transformer fanatics start marring my guestbook with defamatory pro-transformers crap)
The usual robot action, CGI.... looked very usual and oh well... typical. The scenes of devastation.. LOL i think you can get it on Channel News Asia for free. Looks like the scene of some terrorist attack. The plot is also scattered with too many characters and a serious lack of character development. =( Half the time, eyes were focused on that hot char bo friend of the protagonist.
Haiz disappointed with steve speilberg and micheal bay i guess. Oh and bumblebee is some HOT sports car and not the cute vintage beetle car that i like. =(
Distortion of childhood fantasy!!! No wonder michael bay got blasted by transformers fans.
Oh well. Physics awaits me once again.
haha... physics is going to be my first and last paper for A levels.
Same as this block test. How coincidental. June 27 Omg crapy?!Ahahaha. I think im like totally LOLed for CHEM and MATH...
Haha not that i never study for chem...
But omg its the ALANINE. weird mind boggling values. Zzzz and a devious lack of time. Had a fun time randoming like 10 MCQs... lol. A, C, A, B, D, C,.... something like that. May the Gods bestow some luck upon the Yen and spare some marks in his random distribution of answers. lol... something i can confirm though, that my MCQ answers were not binnomial, poisson or normal in the distribution patterns. =D (sense tundra)
Speaking of distributions... lol... thats like the only REAL aspect of my math revision that i have covered. Weeee why do i have that tingling feeling of academic death like the one that i had after todays Chem paper 1. LOL
Congrats to the hwachong chem department!!! You have once again successfully culled the less academically inclined.
Oh and condolences to thaddeus guy from RJC...
Although from RJC. (and im hwachongian pharmily)
He is still from cat high.
And a fellow gong jiaoian.
Like what they say in sch last time.
Amen and may god bless him.
Oh and Amen to myself.
For i sense and impending doom arriving at 8am tml morning in the form of numbers, sigma notations and curvy lines that bear no sexiness.
June 24 Prolly leaving this place for a while..Blocking creeping in.
Haitus.
Haiz...
Wish me luck. As i face the horrors of hwa chong's reknowned block test papers.
Esp. Physics/Chem/Maths... thank god i dun take bio. LOL
We shall triumph upon this infernal evil. June 23 Oh no.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZz
I CANNOT FIND MY NOTES FOR FISCAL POLICY!!!!!!! wtf?!!!
so now i can only recall the following point about fiscal policy:
1. Auto-stabilisers (Progressive tax, welfare subsidies)
2. Discretionary policies ( GST, corporate tax, workfare bonus, tax holidays, pioneer status )
3. Fiscal lag (aka why fiscal policy is bad....)
4... LOL
Ok thats all i can remember... don't i feel deadified. Haizzzz....
Shit lar. I thought i saw it floating around somewhere in my room. zzzzz
Zzzz WTFness.
Ahhh i will prolly screw the blocks.
Esp maths.
but oh well
LOOK AT THE FREAKIN BIGGER PIC PLZ!!!!
A LEVELS!!!!
=D
have faith everyone =D
June 21 Quote!Ohh i just felt so inspired when i heard this quote on a documentary.... It was about broadway... when a broadway producer was asked where he got inspirations from...
He answered:
"This is life, anything can happen!"
Hahahahahaha... full of possibilities. =D
LOL anything can happen....
Dun you just love life now =D
Oh well whether life is good or bad... life goes on. And so do the block test.
haha back to ionic equilibria...
Zzzz i need some buffer from those icky buffering solutions. =/
June 18 Stalemate.Zzzzz i realised that life now is simply....
Oversimplified??? Haiz....
Too think that last time i hoped that i had more free time... Now... im wallowing in books/TYSes and notes... EEeeeekz. Some of it is ok ... but a plentiful supply of time to study is disturbing. Seriously.... i really wonder what is going come out of our academics... especially when 90% of it is going to be irrelevant next time.
Oh well... i guess that is life... simple. and filled with books... for now. Haha.... i guess its crunch time. A levels is like mega impt.... sorta determines the path of your life... (like what thoses crappy parental advices say)....
Coming to think of it...
I doubt many of us even know what we want to do in life?
Hmmmm
Hahaha... but life is unpredictable... thats why there are things called luck and fate.
I wonder what will be my luck and fate?
As far as im concerned... luck.... is sorta... hard to control...
But fate. =D
Can be manipulated.... unless otherwise.
Hmmmm perhaps we should just let nature flow at its course.
Coming to think about it.
I suddenly have a random craving for famous amos. Oh well ... bb heading off for some splendid cookies.
SianJust got online cuz im sick of counting chiral carbons.
They are sooo SNEAKY.
Keep missing out one or two lar...
Darn.
Consequences?
OMG I GOT THE NUMBER OF STEREOISOMERS WRONG!!!!!
Bah.... at least organic is fun. LOL
trying to see which part reacts.
OMG they all CAN OXIDISE
What problematic compounds. LOL
June 14 Sinful me =DWahahaa... Im just back from an outing with my sec sch classmates.
Some people change... some remain?
Haha...
Good to see people progressing in life.
LOL sinful me. I feel so guilty.
Tons of TYS await me and i can still go out. And maths. LOL
Fantastic four was ....
Ok bah. Not fantastic. Typical i must say. LOTSA dialogue though. and not much action until the end. Oh and we didn't get to see galactus =(
Then we went to eat sushi buffet.. Haha... so long since i splurged on such stuff. Ehehehe.... Im so sickeningly full now lar. Wth... i feel sleepy.....yet i see Physics definitions in my dreams.
HAHA... nvm at least now i know i actually know what are the definitions and how they work.
Math is a dump. Zzzz i feel traumatised by it. But its the easiest subject leh... according to my sis. (she gets As for it wor) Eeeeeeee.... i must get at least a C for it.
Zzzzzz
Wish me luck.
June 12 Looking up stuff....Recently there has been tons of debate on the newspaper about the uni admissions to various faculties... ehhh it looks to me that the OMG singapore university is like now super hard to get in.
EVEN FASS IS HARD!!! (arts n social sciences)
Last time according to my aunt (she was from there), it was like a sure in faculty... BDE also can get in... Now leh.. omg... BCE + GP A1 kanna rejected. Hmmm then alot of people kpkb on the internet forums.
Aiyo... fass already like that....
I think biz/law, med, pharm, dentistry all OMG hard to get in le lar.
Been reading people's past experiences....
It seems that TONs of people with 4 As + GP A1 + 2S distinctions + CIP OMG HOURS. Got rejected. Hmmm and yet there are people with 3As + GP b3 but good CCA and ok CIP and pw band 1 got in.
Oh... and they also say that hospital attachments are useless... Cuz got one girl had like 3... and a perfect score... still cannot get in. OMG... And the CIP... so many also no use. -.-
Law/Biz, Med... i dun think they really look up for CIP bah... they only want to know that you have done enough.
I think the interview is more impt? Hmmm perhaps they want to know your life experiences... not how many hospital attachments you have and how many CIP you do.
Ahhh... but grades are still the main thing they look before they look at the other aspects.
So current status quo....
Grade: Bad. =.=
CCA: Done a over with. <33
CIP: Okay lar.
PW: need i say more, MAID IN SINGAPORE =D
Hahaa.... ok lar looking at the prospects now...
i better not end up as some sad case posting in forums how i failed my medical application. Hahaha....
THY SHALL TROUNCE THE A LEVELS!
As for blocks....
Im still trying to survive.
Eeeekz.
Oh. and for friends looking out for the uni apps. Do looking around the internet... the people's experience can tell alot.
=D
Back to electro magnetism!!!!
ZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP! GravityDie. Gravitation is giving me tons or problem...
Especially those questions without the radius of the earth and its masss... Tried to derive them from 9.81 but cannot leh. Zzzz sianz.
Thermo is easier =D
Thank god.
Ok back to work. June 10 MAF citygate BBQ~~~OOoooo it just after the whole thing...
and here i am...
LOL blogging about it.
Haha....
Memorable i guess...
So i started the day pottering around the house. Getting the food ready and tables and bbq pit... blah blah. Hahaha.... oh.. and i realised that i needed to buy sparklers. Things would just not be right without it.
Anyway...
After all the preparations... it was about 2.30pm.. haha...i tried to study. But i just couldn't concentrate lar. Haha... so i just went to watch family guy on you tube. LOL. I was quite excited over it bah. Haha... couldn't wait to see friends that are sooo good. =D
So at 3.30pm i left my house to pick the people up... hehe... but before that... OMG i had such a bitch of a time searching for sparklers. Darn it. Went to popular, random shops, MORE random shops... haha basically combed the whole of ang mo kio central already lar. But it was worth it =D
Finally found it in some small shop that sold it in packs of 20 LOL.... Argh... but by that time.. i was running late le. LOL.... got so many SMSes that people are coming late. oh well. But at least EVERYONE CAME... thats a feat =D considering many committee/council outing end up with missing sheeps.
Oooo then when i reached there, only ravi, tc and carmen was there. Jia an wanted to head there straight. Chio had LUNCH and would be goin straight. The rest were late. LOL ok lar Tailiwei and hongyi were shopping at NTUC...before they arrived. Ok i think they were shopping before that. Hahah. Ah heng was still chugging along in the MRT... at newton when we called her.
It was like after 20 mins that everyone came. =D Haha... then we headed back to my humble abode. When we reached the busstop. LOL saw jia an sitting there and in rather formal attire. GREEN POLO hhahaa. (Okay lar, quite nice =D) Hmmm then we just bbqed and eat eat eat =D Talk talk talk... haha.. quite nice to be able to talk over food for such a long time... especially when you don't really have the chance to talk to these peeps after stepping down. Talked about soo many things.... haha... so long. And everyone seemed comfortable. haha....
Oh and i realised somethin weird. Haha.....MANY WANTED TO DO THE BBQING. THats sooo imba rare. Normally when i go to those bbqs... usually only SOME people volunteer... haha... i guess these group of people consisted of ALL the volunteers... hahaahaha... what does that mean? Hmmmm... i think we are just nice people. haha.
So we eat and talk eat and talk. Oooo ah heng brought kueh. LOL We were talking about it being fats+sugar+coconut milk. Hahahahahaa... pure calories! Anti-bimbo food. Oh well. but we all ate it. Hahaha. Does that imply that we are not bimbos... Hmmm. Oooo and tailiwei bought some bacon + JIN ZHEN GU thingie. I think that its nice... LOL but the overheated BBQ flames ravaged the JIN ZHEN GUs and they became little shrivelled thingies. LOL oh well nvm the bacon is nice. Haha. Ding ding and hongyi were drinking the liquor. And tailiwei loves heiniken!! OMG. Oh and she is reulsive to satay. OOOOoo utter weirdness. Hmmm LIQUOR tastes bad. omg lar. So much for being legal. It sooo bitter. Especially with the barons strong brew thingie. Mega bitter. Urgh. Oooo then after a while......
We started playing SPARKLERS. Weeee ahahahaahahah.... like the old times. Lit using the BBQ fire. hahahaa. The sparklers released those whistling noises. Hahaha ... so nice.... sparkle sparkle... just like the fun times we had.
Hmmm actually i choosed sparklers...not only becoz i thought of re-enacting that night we played around in school after work session. But also the fact that i found meaning in that transient item.
Sparklers.... that last for such a short time. Haha. Just like the fun times. In a flash... then fizzle. Its done. Leaves you with a feeling yearning for more... haha... And when it runs out. Poof.... leaves u with some weird feeling. Hmmm. Oh well... haha sparklers... we can still buy some more i guess... provided that you have the cash. But times like this... haha... hard to come by bah.
Weeeeeee lamed around with the sparklers for quite sometime.... experimented with combusting the alcohol. Hahahaha... but cannot really combust leh. Oooo but we managed to combust the alcohol vapour above the beer bottles. =D I think jia an was releasing his SRP instincts by trying to combust the alcohol. Haha... he keep poking the alcohol with the sparkler. The rest were enjoying it. Hahaha chio was scampering around like some rabid bunny. LOL We were seriously like some bunch of childhood-deprived kids. Hahahha... play until the road outside my house. LOL.... haha... it was fun! I love the way a sparkler glows inside a bottle. Looks rather etheral and dreamy. Hahaha... must be the smoke.
Not bad...cleared up quite fast! And went to my little room. Hahaa... mega hot lar. Duhduhma weather. Horrid. LOL.... i guessed we found amusement in various things. From bridge, to my flutes, to DOTA, to Shrek 2. Hahaha... oh and the astrology books. Hmmmm quite cozy to have everyone in the room. Hahah...
10 plus... haha scurried home... after all we need to study. =D
Now... the room feels quite empty.
Haha.. once again. Alone =/
The feeling that you get at the end of a sparkler?
Whatever it is...
Yen <3 cityg8ers!
=D
June 09 Physics updriftI realised that physics just got easier with the advent of my new teacher Irene. I mean!! OMG she is good lar. Seriously.
Now i realised that my previous physics tutor was crappy. Oh well. Also partially my fault lar.. i didn't really listen to his already crappy teachings. LOL...
Yayness for physics.
Omg maths has been a headache.
Complex numbers are some form of extraterresterial method of overcalculation.
Why bother to calculate things that are unattainable??!!?!
Hmmm
Thats about it..
back to work ~
June 08 Singapore should LEARN TO LURVE and dream?Today i shall be more philo and work some of my GP genes. (to compensate the fact that im not really doing much about it.)
Ok...
today i read some article in the straits times. OOooo it was about how the writer had a conversation with her friends in new york... Both her friends were already living in NY for about 3 years or so. But she was only there for a visit. So after walking around NY... she asked both her friends.... Do you guys still miss singapore???
OMFG, both of em replied a NO! almost immediately... (LOL i wonder why)
According to them....
In NY... things may be more inefficient... but at least its more transparent.
The city folks might be bursque, but they are still helpful.
Its a thumping city... but at the same time still bohemian.
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....
what does that entail for singapore???
LOL....
Does it mean that sg is such a place with no transparency?
Hmm about that... i think we all know in our hearts...
Singaporeans that are helpful... hmmm ok lar got SOME lar. Look at all those volunteer groups... not to mention the notorious CIP that students LOVE to do all the time.
Seriously arh... dun like to do CIP... might as well forget it. Zzzzz i cannot stand people doing for the sake of doing... No cause, no feelings.... just a job done to chalk up points that "prettify" the testimonial. Eeekz.
If you are doing excessive CIP... make sure that its genuine lar. Thats our education system for you! =D Making students do CIP for the sake for doing CIP! Weeeee Wooo i hear that alot of schs even have an EXCO for it. Oh god.... what a "neccessity". ANYONE CAN INITIATE AN SL PROJECT!!!.... Oooo and everyone seems to be doing SL projects in the time nearing to the deadlines of testimonials. Hmmmm
Ahhh then down the article....
the friend also commented that "in singapore, you live a life that is mapped out and predetermined"
OOOOooooo....
"while in NY, its a life full of possibilities!!"
Wahhh say until like SG so sad... but is that the case? Perhaps. Perhaps. How many people have successfully jumped the social ladder? Or even the income level? Bah... talk about the vicious poverty cycle in LEDCs. I think SG has a vicious income gap cycle. It sooo darn hard to make it big lar... SMEs in SG are OMG not very feasible? Ok only SOME make it big....many of them flop. LOL once again our P-C straits time never reports such boo boos. =D
Standard "success story" for a person in SG:
child=>ZAI school=> ZAI uni! (eg. law, medicine, commerce, engineer) => Make lotsa money =D.
Oh my... so limited.. zzz
Why can't someone be like this:
cute child=> pretty gal => lousy sai sch => becomes a model => become a talkshow host => also make alot of money what.
OR
cuter child => art fart => art school (omg depised) => ZAI artist => lotsa money money =D
LOL.... this is what other countries have that SG lacks. Life... is full of possibilities... good and bad... many ways to make it big! No stinky guidelines set by the social norm. Anyone can make it. Not that you cannot make it mainstream, and get dumped into a lousier stream.... thats seriously not the way. The social norm just serves to confine people to what they think they are....(no wonder motivational speakers EARN so MUCH in Singapore..)
Haiz... this mentality just serves to drive everyone in the same direction... no one wants to take a different route.
Ask around... what do you want to be when you grow up?!
The few answers would be:
1. Doctor!!!! (OMG NOBLE AND PRESTIGIOUS AND FREE MC!!!!!)
2. Lawyer!!! (YAY, MY SON CAN SUE PPL)
3. Bussinessman ( i dunno what is it exactly but i LURVE money!!!)
4. Engineer! ( ehhh, ok lar at least can have a stable income)
5. Dentist! ( YAY, i can save on the OMG dental fees!!! )
All these responses would leave their parents leaping with joy! =D
While yours truly falls under category one... at least im damn freakin sure that im a genuine one. Not one of those tards that think of becoming a doctor just cuz of status. Then, being a doc would bring ya no where man. <== lol nigger speech. Be waht you want to be lar... if not... lol you will be a sad case. Oh, but at least Singapore lurve u!! Especially when you contribute SOOO much to the GDP!!!
LOL imagine if your son/daughter tells you this:
"Daddy! I want to be a stripper in last vagas!"
Typical reaction: WTF???!?!? *slaps child*
BUT WHY? its a job what? wtf. Somemore earn quite alot also. And its a form of art also. Come on, theres a technique involving how to act sexy leh. You think so ez to act sexy meh?
ZZZzzzzz
Seriously, i will TOTALLY agree on what my child does lar. Its his/her life anyway. He/she should live it her way..
Weeee perhaps our society needs to be more open. More accepting. Learn to LOVE everyone instead of just marking people that earn more than 5k per month as successes and the others as crap. And Labelling some professions as OMG ZAI and some as crappier crap, Learn to lurve everyone!
Haiz.... ok lar enuff Singapore bashing.
Quite sad arh? Those people dun even want to come back at ALL!!!! WTF???!?!
Bah... selfish bitches. Yeah yeah... life is FULL of possibilities there.. (wait till you get shot by some random nigger) While life is good there... OMG your friends how????
Haiz... after reading the article... it struck me. LOL im such an anti-sg idiot...
Why it remains true that i OMG detest SG in many ways....
She is the birthplace of all my friends and loved ones.... and emotions... are something that are hard to live without....
Ahh, should i leave this dastard country... i will make sure i come back every year... at least twice.
I need my friends' comfort and loved one's company. Cuz these are the ONLY things that SG can offer that US/UK/Aus/NZ/Whatevercountry cannot offer no matter what. Long distance phonecalls??!?! LOL... we all know those media crap cannot beat the same old feeling of meeting friends in flesh.
Haha...
People, lets just live our dreams.
No point caring about what the social norm says.
You have just one OMG life?
If you are not going to live it your way...
Might as well shelve it.
Oh and if you are leaving this dastard place.
Think heavily.
You would know the right thing to do if you have emotions.
Cuz emotions are things that make us human.
OMG
Yen is a anti-sg, banana wannabe, emo idealist.
Haha....
Life goes on.
And
I shall live it my way =D
*edit*
To Ryan tan that CIP crusader, im sorry but my stand stays and you know it yourself.
June 06 Bore.Life has been rather ....
monotonooooous.
=(
LOL...
haha playing some dota with chee aun and sherm.
Hmmm for some reason...when i play with chee..
WE GET HORRIBLE TEAM MATES!!!~~~
ZZZz
dunno what lar
like some curse like that.
Oh....well
Haha... im getting to know physics! =D
Maths is still a stranger.
CHem... haha.
Econz... lol my lover.
Hmmm
ok back to work .... June 03 Treat??!?!?Hmmm came out of my dota game.
Was happily blasting people with my icy novas =D
Then i saw a chat window...
HMMMMM
Someone requested a CNY treat!
OOoooooOOOOoooo
Lets see...
For maf treat we are getting 10 dollars.
Hmmm
Sooo.... since maf is worth 10 bucks...
and CNY is an Event that is SMALLER SCALE.
LOL
So does that equate to the fact that the CNY treat should be smaller...
Hmmm by proportion...
10/16 X 14 = 8.75
OOooooo so since the event is smaller... then the treat is smaller. =D
$8.75 =D
LOL
Ok ok... i shan't scare people already.
I won't be that cheap skate. =D
I think i shall start looking for a place...
eeehhh i think i would be treat about... hmmm
I have a random craving .... for... something.. =)
What is it we shall see...
anyway ...
the treat will prolly be on.....2-3 week bah...
Zzz
I need to raise funds...
zzzz
that means cutting my shopping budget...
Bah.
nvm.
CNY comm was sooo powerful.
We deserve it!
=D June 02 SAT!!!!! OMG...Wah lao.... why is it at 7.45am.. OMG lar.. chao earli.
Haha... but thank god that its early lar..
can END early also. Hehe...
Woke up...
pondered about what to wear.... I mean.. i cannot be wearing sch uni right? So ewww lar. Haha.. so i settled with berms and a shirt that states "life is good"
LOL... haha how ironic... life is obviously not good when you are taking the SATs... Zzzz everyday stone about and do the exercises in the blue grimoire. Bloody thick lar. I think i will scream if i have to take again. *screams*
So i came early in the morning. Taking steps into AJC.. ooo its VERY near my house it seems... like a 10 min bus ride. OMG.... lol... oh well if i got 10 points... i would be there. AND I WON't have to wake up so early. =P
But i lurve hwa chong duh. =D
Baaaaaa Im soooooooooo asleep lar.... when i arrived... all i saw was.... People mugging at the benches. 0.0 All PRCs... judging from the dressing. Alot of them even bring their PARENTS!?!?!?!!? Wow... i cannot believe this is a major exam in the US... Sooo much easier compared to the british syllabus that we are doin now for the a levels. Especially the MATH. OMG... if only (in my dreams) the a level maths paper can be like that. LOL McQ!!!! =D
Ahhh i barely survived the harsh cold of the container classroom that i was allocated in. Brrrr... and i was wearing berms. WOW... My hairless legs were totally freezing into popsicles. Thank god i had a jacket... if not arh.. DIE.
Oh yar... my classroom was filled with PRCs... hmm ok lar... got some indians. And ONE japanese. LOL gibberish speech and over-the-top dressing. Quite obvious to spot a jap gal. Especially with those socks so high that you can hide a boomstick in it.
Haha.. sooo cosmopolitian sia. I wonder if studying in US will be like that. (ok maybe less PRCs and replace some with angmohs).
Blah.. SATs is a OMG 10 -section torture sessions taht stir fries your brain thoroughly. All those grammar sentence errors can send any english teacher into desperation. Ok...maybe not so bad lar. LOL
Maths was free frag. No wonder they argue that americans overlook science and math... DUh... quite obvious right? JC already still do such math... I think the PSLE kids in SG are damm poor thing like that lar... -.-
Ahhh ok lar i shall stop being an idiot about my SATs and await the announcement for my results in two weeks time.
Eeeeekz
*fingers Crossed*
Wish me luck!
=D
Oh and mug for blocks!
=D
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